Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

Shizukana Yoruni

Shizukana Yoru ni; In the Quiet Night

shizukana kono yoru ni anata wo matteru no
ano toki wasureta hohoemi wo tori ni kite
are kara sukoshi dake jikan ga sugite
omoide ga yasashiku natta ne.

hoshi no furu basho de
anata ga waratte irukoto wo
itsumo negatteta
ima tookutemo
mata aeru yo ne

itsu kara hohoemi wa konna ni hakanakute
hitotsu no machigaide kowarete shimau kara
taisetsuna mono dake wo hikari ni kaete
tooi sora koete yuku tsuyosade

hoshi no furu basho e
omoi wo anata ni todoketai
itsumo soba ni iru
sono tsumetasa wo dakishimeru kara
ima toukutemo, kitto aerune

shizuka na yoru ni

English Translation

In this quiet night, I'm waiting for you
During that time, your smile has faded away
Now that a little time has passed,
Fond memories start to resurface.

At the place where stars fall,
I'm always wishing for your laughter.
Even though we're apart now
We can meet again, right?

From when has my smile faded this much
Since it was shattered by one mistake
Change only the precious things into light and
Go beyond the sky with fortitude.

To the place where stars fall,
I want my thoughts to reach you.
I am always by your side
Since I will embrace that coldness.
Even though we're apart now,
We will definitely be back together.

In the quiet night...

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well... it's been since a while i did last post in my blog..
there are so many things that have been going on recently... nothing that pleases me much... all the bad thing, worst case scenario.. arghh.. why the hell every bad thing that happen to me so fast.. after one another.. is there something wrong with me..? is there any big mistakes that i've done that i should be punished like this..?

i know that i've done many mistakes, sins... sometimes, it's out of my control.. everybody and i mean everyone in this world nowdays make mistakes.. but i dont deny that there are many others that have more problems, more sins and more headache than me.. but why? i know that He is testing me and in the other hand, that's the way that i pay for my sins that i've done in years.. but not as bad as now.. i'm not mad at Him for giving me this, but sometimes i felt it's too much.. i'm not as good as others.. sometimes i will be mad at myself when something bad happened.. not only for myself but to others to...

i dont really know what will happen to my life.. i tried to mould it as good as i can but nothing seems to be happening.. NONE OF IT..!!! what the fcuk happened in my life...!!!
err.. sorry for the emotional moment.. well, i dont think its neat tho story those of my problem in here.. just wanna do something that can take my mind out of it.. yare yare..

it's not like i dont to settle the problem of facing the facts, but when i do that.. it really sads me and sometimes it can make me angry.. it been already a few days, i rarely talk to my housemates and only if there's something i need or want to ask or they want, then i'll talk.. it's not like i dont want to talk or being happy with them, but if i do so.. may be it will someway or somehow, it will irritate them although it will happen uncounciosly.. i know they wont be mad.. but for me, its unappropriate...

i dont really know what to say right now... just ................................................