wHat a SurPriSE

well..my mom just called from home just now..
my dad's surgery will be performed this morning.. but i'm not quite sure what is the exact time the surgery will take place..

but right now, i'm still in kl.. what can i do other than saying my prayers for now.. i will go back to my home town as soon as possible.. it will be this morning also...

i felt that this journey will be quite a long one since my thoughts is going far far away... even the distance and the speed of the car that i will drive tomorrow wont change a bit (minus the facts that i will push the car to the limit..ignoring the speed limit).. i will still be a long journey to me...

well, right now i just do hope that my dad will be safe during the surgery and will recover as soon as possible.. may be this only will look like a normal blog, but this is what i felt during all these day actually.. this is my true feeling.. what's inside me right now...

aNotHeR uNeXpecTeD iNciDenT

well... there's another thing that i think i should put in here..

i did post a few day ago or maybe a week ago about my dad admitted to the hospital...
well.. it's not good looking for him and our families right now.. last 2 days, he was sent to Penang General Hospital to do X-Ray on him... he said that he suffered from the knee injury, i dont know which part of it or anything to do with nerves or muscles or even the orthopedic case..
then suddenly, my sis told me that he had to do and operation.. at first, i thought that the operation will be done at his knee.. but, i guess i'm wrong..

then, she told me that my dad had to undergo an operation on his spinal bone, yess.. the backbone, that kept most of our nerve system from any injuries as long as we live.. but then, i was shocked.. why did he need to undergo a spinal bone sugery whereas he said that he only hurt at his knee..

then yesterday, when i was driving to Taman Melawati, i ask my grandma.. why did he suddenly had a backbone problem.. then my grandma said that, nearly 28 years ago, when my dad was not married with my mom yet, he suffered a back bone injury when he fell from a pole when he's doing his job.. at that time, he was working with LLN, now called TNBD..

i dont know when the sugery will be performed, but i sure do hope that my dad will be fine... as far as i know.. after the sugery, he need to take a leave nearly 4 month to fully recover and undergo fisiologi therapy.. i just hope and pray to Allah that he will be fine...

well, the last thing i heard is that the surgery will be perfomed this Friday, 1st july....

sOunDs FamiLIiar?

hua hua hua.. its already been a few days after my last blog.. erm,actually i'm in KL right now.. but it seems so boring to me.. the weather is too hot even you dont want to go out in the afternoon.. i guess it may be can reach 35-36 Degrees.. hell, its hot out there.. hehehe...

well, i'm sure that i wont go out at this time.. hehe.. it been a boring day to me.. I dont know what to do.. all this while, i just eat and eat only since i'm here.. hehehe.. luckily or maybe unluckily, my 'perut' dah bulat sket.. hahahha.. what to do.. all i'm doing is eat only.. hua hua hua.. i just went to play badminton only once.. it's was last wednesday i think.. hehehe.. but i'm able to play only 4 sets, coz lack of stamina and hung my racket for nearly 3 months.. isk.. that a long time of retirement..

well, i guess this is what i can came out on this hot sunny day.. hmm.. but what i'm doing now is counting down the days where my sweetie will be going far away from me... so sad... you are always on my mind sayang..

yare yare~~

well.. the semester break has already been for nearly 3 weeks.. i havent done anything yet though.. my life is full with eat and sleep.. that what i've been doing this past 3 weeks.. hahaha..

well, life never been happier than this.. but,i do have some sort of down emotions...
my sweetie have to work far far away from me.. she already been accepted to PETRONAS Carigali in KK.. wth,Kota Kinabalu.. (awat la jauh sgt.. isk...)

i still have to accept that shw is going away to work... although its quite far away from where i live.. not just quite, but really far away.. at the end of malaysia.. uwaaaaa....

but i do want u to know sayang.. i will alwiz remember and love u so much honey... work as hard as u learn.. but do take care of yourself...

Expect thE uNexPecTed

It was a hot sunny day in my hometown, Kulim.. it was nearly 12 pm when i woke up.. demm, it's really hot that time..

after i woke up, i do as the usual.. keeping the house.. and anything that i can do up until my mom can fetch me and go to my grandma's house..

then suddenly i got a phone call from my mom... she said that my dad is warded in BM.. WTH, he just look fine the day b4.. then i asked my mom where and when.. she said that my dad was admitted just a few minutes ago in BM Specialist Center.. luckily, he's not in serious condition but he said that he cant walk properly...

i just hope that my dad will be okay and recover as soon as possible..

out for now.. going to visit my dad...