I dont know how to express this feeling.. It's something that I never can reply until the end of my life.. You've been there for me all this while, help me with everything that you can.. support me, morally, mentally and financially.. I really do hope that i can reply u MAMA.. but i cudn't give anything that can repay that.. I hope that i can prove to you that I'm not that kind of son that will forget everything.. I really hope that make u proud someday, somehow.. And I wish that, I will make you proud in the near future, hopefully as soon as possible.. I wont let you down anymore mama, I wont.. I'll make you proud.. even right now, when I write this blog, my tears already flowing.. I couldnt think anything else other than thanking you, doing everthing for me.. Just want you to know, that deep inside, I REALLY LOVE YOU MAMA.. I REALLY DO.. It's sad for me coz I cant put up my mom's pics since I lost it in my hdd..~
This is dedicated to my beloved mama, Zalilah Bt Ismail, a woman than brought me up and given everything to see her children success in their lives.. I LOVE YOU MAMA!!!
You taught me everything
And everything youve given me
I always keep it inside
Youre the driving force in my life, yeah
There isnt anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldnt feel right
If I didnt have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Youll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul
Youre always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
Youll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Good Bye Dave's Deli
huhu.. maybe this is just a normal post that wont change or do any effect to others.. but for it does..i sure do, all of you know Dave's Deli aite? so here's the story.. well, yesterday i went to kinta city to buy something and i saw the advertisment showed discounted purchase for everthing, 30% off.. kinda weird eh? then, i ate quater chicken with iced lemon tea..
i was curious.. then, after i finished eating.. i asked the patron at the counter.. why all of the sudden there is discount for everything?? then he said today, that is 24th of May 2006, is the last day that this shop will be operating.. i was shocked.. but i couldn't asked more, since they will lose their job..
it's quite sad for me since Dave's Deli Kinta City was there since i was in UTP, the first year.. up until now.. but its all over.. i sure do hope they won't close that shop.. hopefully..
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
ITMS Again
ok.. this time, it's quite shocking me..
just now, i mean early in the morning today, i got a call from the person in charge of village 3, mr. meor.. he then told me that, the ITMS of UTP is looking for me.. and i was shocked and a lil bit terrified.. since, you guys know how i live in UTP..
he later on told that one of the technician for ITMS want to come to my room and see me.. i told him that i was outside UTP doing some work and i dont know what time i will come back.. and i dont have any servers in my room since my port was blocked 3 months ago.. unless my friend put something in my room using the network switch which i dunno..
after lunch time, i was back at my room.. then kagesenshi visited me and told me actually what had happened.. it's all because the distribution of pictures.. naked jan 05 girl from village 3.. she is a junior.. just finished foundation and in year 1 this semester.. no need to tell the name since i knew what is her name..
the reason behind why the ITMS want to see me becoz they scan village 3 and there are open ports for irc.. as you all now, we have 65399 ports..correct me if i'm wrong and sorry, i dun remember what port for irc's.. maybe i will tell you guys later on.. then, he told me that the student that the pictures were distributed complaint to the department.. and the people who are hurting, is ME.. US.. the network admin for the irc server v3 and the users of irc for V3.. they say that the actual picture was snapped from the room, her room and given to her boyfriend..(who the hell is her boyfriend, gonna kill him..)..
and the party that are blamed, THE IRC SERVERS.. waddahell, we provide services for you guys and dun blame us.. we cant control everything.. we are trying, but everything goes back to the users.. its how u define neural network.. users are the one who shape the network, not US, the providers.. we just give services, it's up to the users on how to use it..
then, after a while, he got a call from the ITMS technician, and told us that we can put up our irc servers back online again then just keep track that, IF THERE IS DISTRIBUTION, do tell them and they will nail that guy.. so, somehow, the ITMS is cooperating with us by letting us use the irc and control it.. so, there is a good side also.. hehe..
so, then i had to put up again the server in my room.. rite now, i have 3 pc's running in my room.. and 5 network cables.. haha.. such a mess.. here are the pics.. hehe.. btw, we put two cable from the ports, our network ports and all the cables out to the pc's.. hehe.. somehow, they didnt manage to trace which port.. so, it's quite good ehh? haha..~!!!
just now, i mean early in the morning today, i got a call from the person in charge of village 3, mr. meor.. he then told me that, the ITMS of UTP is looking for me.. and i was shocked and a lil bit terrified.. since, you guys know how i live in UTP..
he later on told that one of the technician for ITMS want to come to my room and see me.. i told him that i was outside UTP doing some work and i dont know what time i will come back.. and i dont have any servers in my room since my port was blocked 3 months ago.. unless my friend put something in my room using the network switch which i dunno..
after lunch time, i was back at my room.. then kagesenshi visited me and told me actually what had happened.. it's all because the distribution of pictures.. naked jan 05 girl from village 3.. she is a junior.. just finished foundation and in year 1 this semester.. no need to tell the name since i knew what is her name..
the reason behind why the ITMS want to see me becoz they scan village 3 and there are open ports for irc.. as you all now, we have 65399 ports..correct me if i'm wrong and sorry, i dun remember what port for irc's.. maybe i will tell you guys later on.. then, he told me that the student that the pictures were distributed complaint to the department.. and the people who are hurting, is ME.. US.. the network admin for the irc server v3 and the users of irc for V3.. they say that the actual picture was snapped from the room, her room and given to her boyfriend..(who the hell is her boyfriend, gonna kill him..)..
and the party that are blamed, THE IRC SERVERS.. waddahell, we provide services for you guys and dun blame us.. we cant control everything.. we are trying, but everything goes back to the users.. its how u define neural network.. users are the one who shape the network, not US, the providers.. we just give services, it's up to the users on how to use it..
then, after a while, he got a call from the ITMS technician, and told us that we can put up our irc servers back online again then just keep track that, IF THERE IS DISTRIBUTION, do tell them and they will nail that guy.. so, somehow, the ITMS is cooperating with us by letting us use the irc and control it.. so, there is a good side also.. hehe..
so, then i had to put up again the server in my room.. rite now, i have 3 pc's running in my room.. and 5 network cables.. haha.. such a mess.. here are the pics.. hehe.. btw, we put two cable from the ports, our network ports and all the cables out to the pc's.. hehe.. somehow, they didnt manage to trace which port.. so, it's quite good ehh? haha..~!!!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Lawak..
ok.. this thing happened a few days ago.. as i recalled.. ehehe..
this time, i went for a dinner with one of colleague.. we both arrived nearly sunset.. so, i parked the car quite far from the stall.. then we order things that we want to eat.. then my colleague smiled at me.. and i dont realized that coz i really was looking into the menu since em very very very hungry.. haha.. crazy eh, a lil guy like me can eat 5 times a day, regardless what he ate before that? haha..
then after we ate our dinner, pay everything and on our way back.. my colleague told me..
"U wanna know what..just now, when we want to order our foods.. the group over there said something bout u..". then i said "what..izzit something funny or made me mad??".
then,my colleague told me.. "fullamak, bawak gti ler..smart siot.. isk.. tp, orang yang turun dari kereta tuh.. kecik.. cam budak sekolah.. lain la mcm aku.. macho.." something like that my colleague said.. it was from one of those waiters at that store.. then,one of the uncle there said "orang berduit, bukan macam ko.. tadak duit pun bising ada duit pun bising, apa nak jadi neh", some sort like that..
then suddenly i went berzerk.. not angry but laughing of what that uncle said to them.. em not irritated.. but somehow, i feel pity to them.. em not saying em that good or rich.. but it just maybe my rezeki at my GTi..
this time, i went for a dinner with one of colleague.. we both arrived nearly sunset.. so, i parked the car quite far from the stall.. then we order things that we want to eat.. then my colleague smiled at me.. and i dont realized that coz i really was looking into the menu since em very very very hungry.. haha.. crazy eh, a lil guy like me can eat 5 times a day, regardless what he ate before that? haha..
then after we ate our dinner, pay everything and on our way back.. my colleague told me..
"U wanna know what..just now, when we want to order our foods.. the group over there said something bout u..". then i said "what..izzit something funny or made me mad??".
then,my colleague told me.. "fullamak, bawak gti ler..smart siot.. isk.. tp, orang yang turun dari kereta tuh.. kecik.. cam budak sekolah.. lain la mcm aku.. macho.." something like that my colleague said.. it was from one of those waiters at that store.. then,one of the uncle there said "orang berduit, bukan macam ko.. tadak duit pun bising ada duit pun bising, apa nak jadi neh", some sort like that..
then suddenly i went berzerk.. not angry but laughing of what that uncle said to them.. em not irritated.. but somehow, i feel pity to them.. em not saying em that good or rich.. but it just maybe my rezeki at my GTi..
Friday, May 19, 2006
Heh
arghh.. another day wasted again.. no work to do.. no thingy to be done.. *sigh.. it's heck of a day and days.. hahaha.. well, i'm already frustrated with my company, didn't pay my travel allowance full, didnt pay my claims, and my salary.. i'm quitting.. U HEAR THAT?!! I'M QUITTING...!!!!
i just asked one of my old buddy to help me get a job in Alcatel Networks.. he said that they need people with experiences like me to do the job.. but i need to waited for at least a week or two.. arghh.. another boring weeks without anything to do.. deym.. it's hard man.. really do..
just pray for me that i will get the job in Alcatel or their sub-cons.. right now, i'm going to play ragnarok online like hell.. ciao!!
i just asked one of my old buddy to help me get a job in Alcatel Networks.. he said that they need people with experiences like me to do the job.. but i need to waited for at least a week or two.. arghh.. another boring weeks without anything to do.. deym.. it's hard man.. really do..
just pray for me that i will get the job in Alcatel or their sub-cons.. right now, i'm going to play ragnarok online like hell.. ciao!!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Mama..
Dated 14th may ago.. it was mothers day.. i was able to be back at home to wish my beloved mum a happy mothers day..
mama,
abg nak mintak maaf banyak kat mama atas segala kesalahan abg kat mama selama ni.. abg tau abg tak cukup baik untuk mama, tapi abg akan cuba buat terbaik untuk mama sebagai anak sulung mama.. abg gak nak mintak maaf kat mama sebab abg penah flunk kat university dulu.. abg tau, abg banyak main² dulu, tak pernah nak study serius.. tapi, abg takkan kecewakan mama dah kali ni..
abg gak nak mintak maaf, sebab selama ni abg tak penah bagi apa² kat mama.. susahkan mama lagi ada laa.. mama kena tanggung makan minum abg selama 24 tahun neh, termasuk la sampai abg kerja.. abg gak nak mintak maaf kat mama, sebab kadang² mama kena tanggung bayar keta abg yg mahal tuh.. takpa, insyaAllah, abg akan cuba dapatkan kerja baru dengan degree yang abg ada.. abg nak tanggung mama plak lepas ni..
abg dah tatau nak tulih apa, tp abg ada banyak sgt nak ckp ngan mama.. apa pun mama, abg mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki abg, halalkan makan minum abg, susu yang mama bg abg minum dari abg lahir, kesakitan yang mama tanggung 9 bln 10 hari utk kandungkan abg.. abg hargai sgt² sampai akhir hayat abg.. akhir kata dari abg, abg sayangkan mama sangat².. i love u mama..
anakmu,
firdaus
mama,
abg nak mintak maaf banyak kat mama atas segala kesalahan abg kat mama selama ni.. abg tau abg tak cukup baik untuk mama, tapi abg akan cuba buat terbaik untuk mama sebagai anak sulung mama.. abg gak nak mintak maaf kat mama sebab abg penah flunk kat university dulu.. abg tau, abg banyak main² dulu, tak pernah nak study serius.. tapi, abg takkan kecewakan mama dah kali ni..
abg gak nak mintak maaf, sebab selama ni abg tak penah bagi apa² kat mama.. susahkan mama lagi ada laa.. mama kena tanggung makan minum abg selama 24 tahun neh, termasuk la sampai abg kerja.. abg gak nak mintak maaf kat mama, sebab kadang² mama kena tanggung bayar keta abg yg mahal tuh.. takpa, insyaAllah, abg akan cuba dapatkan kerja baru dengan degree yang abg ada.. abg nak tanggung mama plak lepas ni..
abg dah tatau nak tulih apa, tp abg ada banyak sgt nak ckp ngan mama.. apa pun mama, abg mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki abg, halalkan makan minum abg, susu yang mama bg abg minum dari abg lahir, kesakitan yang mama tanggung 9 bln 10 hari utk kandungkan abg.. abg hargai sgt² sampai akhir hayat abg.. akhir kata dari abg, abg sayangkan mama sangat².. i love u mama..
anakmu,
firdaus
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Wi-Fi vs 3G
While both Wi-Fi and 3G technologies are capable of delivering fast data access at remote lovations, they differ widely from usage and business model perspective.
"3G technology rests on the (as of yet) largely unfulfilled promise of roaming acces to voice anda data services with the ability to move freely from location to location without interruption." On the other hand, Wi-Fi is intended to procide data access in specific remote location.
G as the key motivators behind the resolve of manufacturers, reserchers and developers and business to get behind Wi-Fi and other emerging standards such as 802.11 a/h and 802.11g. "These standards will ensure higher wireless transmission speeds than 3G is capable delivering."
"Look at the numbers. 3G, in its most generous projections, will deliver data speeds of 1 megabit persecond in two years. Today, Wi0Fi is commonly provides 11 megabits, offering up to 54 megabits." Which standards do you think will be adopted?
Where 3G is burdened with financially catastrophic licensing conditions and capex-heavy infrastuctural requirements, Wi-Fi currently operates in the unlicensed ISM band (2.4 GHz) of the spectrum and capital requirements for Wi-Fi infrastructure are a fraction of the 3G costs.
So, who's winning? "Neither yet, but Wi-Fi has jumped out of the starting blocks far leaner and with significant muscle."
"3G technology rests on the (as of yet) largely unfulfilled promise of roaming acces to voice anda data services with the ability to move freely from location to location without interruption." On the other hand, Wi-Fi is intended to procide data access in specific remote location.
G as the key motivators behind the resolve of manufacturers, reserchers and developers and business to get behind Wi-Fi and other emerging standards such as 802.11 a/h and 802.11g. "These standards will ensure higher wireless transmission speeds than 3G is capable delivering."
"Look at the numbers. 3G, in its most generous projections, will deliver data speeds of 1 megabit persecond in two years. Today, Wi0Fi is commonly provides 11 megabits, offering up to 54 megabits." Which standards do you think will be adopted?
Where 3G is burdened with financially catastrophic licensing conditions and capex-heavy infrastuctural requirements, Wi-Fi currently operates in the unlicensed ISM band (2.4 GHz) of the spectrum and capital requirements for Wi-Fi infrastructure are a fraction of the 3G costs.
So, who's winning? "Neither yet, but Wi-Fi has jumped out of the starting blocks far leaner and with significant muscle."
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Malaysia Kecundang..
Tidak byk yang dpt aku utarakan kali ini.. aku agak terkedu kerana melihat Malaysia kalah di tangan Denmark.. walaupun pertarungan yang diberikan cukup sengit.. selama 5 jam..
aku harap, Malaysia lepas ini dapat memperbaiki mutu permainan terutama pemain muda no 4 negara, Kuan Beng Hong..
Malaysia 2-3 Denmark..
aku harap, Malaysia lepas ini dapat memperbaiki mutu permainan terutama pemain muda no 4 negara, Kuan Beng Hong..
Malaysia 2-3 Denmark..
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Malaysia Boleh!!
Holaa.... aku kembali lagi hari ini... aku cukup gembira hari ni kerana MALAYSIA menang quater-final THOMAS CUP kat JEPUN..
Malaysia menang dengan Korea, 3-2.. izinkan aku komentar sedikit pasal permainan hari nie..
1st Single:
Tak dapat tengok sebab tadi hujan lebat kat Tronoh neh, so dapat tengok last point yang Chong Wei menang..
1st Double:
Permainan yang mula-mula dikuasai oleh beregu Malaysia, tetapi banyak kesalahan dan ke'egear'an untuk menang, banyak kesilapan yang tidak patut berlaku, berlaku berkali2..
2nd Single:
Chong Han mendahului dengan 10-2, tetapi terpaksa forfeit kerana kesakitan di buku lali berulang semula, Korea mendapat bye..
2nd Double:
Tan Fook, Wan Wah selaku pemain veteran, menjinakkan pasangan muda Korea dengan mudah walaupun dikejar rapat oleh pasangan Korea itu.. Satu pertarungan yang banyak menunjukkan skill dan experience oleh pasangan Malaysia..
3rd Single:
Permainan yang agak mendebarkan, kerana ini menentukan sama ada Malaysia melangkah ke separuh akhir atau tidak.. Syukur, kerana kali ini Hafiz tidak membuat banyak kesilapan bodoh yang selalu dilakukan ketika pertandingan-pertandingan yang lalu.. Syabas Hafiz.!!
Kesimpulan yang dapat aku berikan selaku pemain badminton sendiri serta peminat setia, SYABAS MALAYSIA.. Kekalkan prestasi begini dan tidak mungkin kita akan terlepas untuk memenangi Piala Thomas 2006~!!!!
Malaysia menang dengan Korea, 3-2.. izinkan aku komentar sedikit pasal permainan hari nie..
1st Single:
Tak dapat tengok sebab tadi hujan lebat kat Tronoh neh, so dapat tengok last point yang Chong Wei menang..
1st Double:
Permainan yang mula-mula dikuasai oleh beregu Malaysia, tetapi banyak kesalahan dan ke'egear'an untuk menang, banyak kesilapan yang tidak patut berlaku, berlaku berkali2..
2nd Single:
Chong Han mendahului dengan 10-2, tetapi terpaksa forfeit kerana kesakitan di buku lali berulang semula, Korea mendapat bye..
2nd Double:
Tan Fook, Wan Wah selaku pemain veteran, menjinakkan pasangan muda Korea dengan mudah walaupun dikejar rapat oleh pasangan Korea itu.. Satu pertarungan yang banyak menunjukkan skill dan experience oleh pasangan Malaysia..
3rd Single:
Permainan yang agak mendebarkan, kerana ini menentukan sama ada Malaysia melangkah ke separuh akhir atau tidak.. Syukur, kerana kali ini Hafiz tidak membuat banyak kesilapan bodoh yang selalu dilakukan ketika pertandingan-pertandingan yang lalu.. Syabas Hafiz.!!
Kesimpulan yang dapat aku berikan selaku pemain badminton sendiri serta peminat setia, SYABAS MALAYSIA.. Kekalkan prestasi begini dan tidak mungkin kita akan terlepas untuk memenangi Piala Thomas 2006~!!!!
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