Intebiu

hehe.. hari nie.. aku ada intebiu kat schlumberger.. adeh2... jauh tol aku kena berjalan2.. haha.. mau tak nya..
aku duk kulim.. depa kat kl.. mati la aku.. tp takpa.. utk dpt pengalaman interbiu.. aku sanggup.. cewahhhh... hahhaa...

so, aku pun pi la kl semlm... tup2.. aku sampai dlm pukol 2 kat kl.. then aku merayau2 dulu kat sungai buloh.. lama gak laa.. hahaha.. then aku pi bangi..
mak aih.. dah la aku tatau jalan.. belasah saja laa.. apa lagi.. travel and tours la gamak nyer.. hehe.. aku naik balik highway.. then men stret saja.. tatau nak pi kot mana.. las2 aku tepon yayi.. dia kata kuaq kat putrajaya.. aku punya la cari kat mana putrajaya exit.. men taram saja lahh.. apa lagi.. dah tatau wat cara tatau laa.. hahhaa.. sampai kat tol,aku tanya kakak tuh.. kat mana nak pi bangi.. dia kata ikut jalan kajang.. apa lagi.. ikut signboard la jawab dia.. ehehhe.. jalan punya jalan, aku sampai kat warta.. hahaha..

pastu aku sesat lagi.. hehhe.. apa lagi.. aku pun tepon yayi.. "ello yayi,ko kat ner nie?".. "aku kat umah laa,ko dah sampai mana?".. "aku ada kat depan warta.. aku dah pusing2.. tak jumpa2 gak..huhu".."ko tunggu ctu,aku amik..".. lebey kurang la aku ckp ngan yayi... hehe... alamak.. aku dah tak larat nak type laaa...

nnt aku sambung balik.. penat neh.. duit jalan.. kat cc da.. hehehe

yehaaaa

Selamat Hari Raya....!!!!

My Annivesary

Happy Annivesary Sayang..

Today, we already been a couple for 5 wonderful years.. Such a long time eh..? Will Alwiz love u sayang...

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
by Padi

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpakut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

On the same day

my meals on da right.. hehehe












dect










kai












the old man from the mountain, effi











my hentai sensei, iyayy









All the monstrous big fat old timers went to McD for Ramadan buffet.

heheh.. we eat what we could and... yatta.. i eat 5 burgers and 2 sundeas.. hmm.. i lost to iyayy in terms of sundae..

WELL, THANX DeCt for paying for me.. as usual, i'll pay for you in the next round.. :)

PM's wife passed away

Endon Mahmood, the wife of Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, died Thursday after a four-year battle with breast cancer. She was 64.

Endon Mahmood's death came less than two months after the couple marked their 40th wedding anniversary. The Malaysian leader took office in October 2003 following the retirement of his predecessor, longtime leader Mahathir Mohamad.

Endon, who recently underwent months of intensive chemotherapy in Los Angeles, died at the family's official residence Thursday morning in Putrajaya, Malaysia's administrative capital, after being released from a Malaysian hospital Monday, said Abdullah's spokeswoman, Esuriyanti Ahmad.

"The family members were at her side, everybody was there," Esuriyanti said.

Parliament proceedings and several other government functions were canceled Thursday. Thousands of people were expected to gather at Abdullah's home to pay their final respects to Endon before she was buried in a traditional Muslim funeral later Thursday.
The couple have a son, a daughter and four grandchildren.

Abdullah has often publicly called Endon his "No. 1 supporter." When his mother died of natural causes in February 2004, Abdullah telephoned Endon in the United States, where she was undergoing treatment. She later told reporters that he said: "I've lost my mother and I don't want to lose you too."

Endon met Abdullah while both were working at the Public Services Department in the 1960s. After retiring in 1976, she has mainly been involved in charity work for women and children, and has spearheaded efforts to assist children in North Korea, Bosnia-Herzegovina and Kosovo.

Since 2002, Endon had been deeply involved in awareness programs for breast cancer, the main cause of illness-related fatalities for Malaysian women.

Few Weeks Later...

hishasiburi dane~..

well... its been a while since i last updated my blog.. guess here i am now.. writing in my own silly yet boring blog.. hahaha.. well.. dats me.. aite?

today i went to kl to see my sweetheart that will arrived at KLIA around 12.30 noon.. she's here in KL coz of work.. it just a few days back she was here, yet the SBO still send her back here... arghh... troublesome.. she was tired yet she has to come to KL coz of work..

she arrived at KL sentral via KLIA express around 2.30, its late than expected bcoz of the weather was not so good during the flight.. it was quite a storm at 15,000 feet above that day.. well.. i guess i cant blame her since it is all His decision, aite?

the we went to KLCC to spend most of the time we had since i need to rush back that night.. *sigh.. at least we spent our time together and we went around the KLCC level 1 and level 2 floor.. its was all that we can do since time didnt permit we spend much more time..

we met some of our friends there while loitering the KLCC.. hehe.. its good when seeing some of the old friends gathered unexpectedly.. ahhh.. miss those moments...

well i guess.. no mood to write right now.. better off to sleep now.. hehe..

Convocation

well.. today its already started convofair for my university.. today my sweetheart will come bcak from kota kinabalu for her convocation..(well,it suppose to be my convocation also..).. well,put that aside.. since i cant convo this year.. haha.. suit myself for not studying..

well.. she arrived from KK to KLIA around midnite..she stayed in her uncle's house in shah alam.. the next morning she took the bus from Jln Duta (i guess).. straight to ipoh.. then i picked her up around 11 a.m. its been nearly 10 months since i last saw her.. she got matured more than when she was with me few months back.. lady like i guess..yeah.. she looked like a lady already..not like.. a thin guy with no "lemak" at all.. haha.. all bone.. even they called me BONE CLINKZ, taking up a name of a hero in DotA.. hmm.. missed her very much.. and now i can see her already.. hehe.. well. guess my patience paid off..

then we went to KC, let her down while i went to the mosque for my Friday prayer.. seems long coz i wanted to be wif my sweetheart.. huhu.. (cam x kusyuk lak semayang).. hehe.. seems forever since we ate together... we ate at our favourite restaurant, THE JOHNNY's, which we always eat when we were together in UTP.. aaaahh, i feel like i'm writing in broken english.. haha.. then we go round the KC shopping complex for awhile before heading back to UTP.. there, we spent time together at the convo square.. well, not much to see.. but at least we spent our time together..aite?

later that nite.. we went to the convo square again.. we met some of our old friends.. even my super seniors.. surprisingly, they still remember me.. hehe.. good of them to still remember their silly juniors.. hehe.. we dont do much later that night.. coz she was tired.. her flight and bus journey some more.. just hoping our day tomorrow will be more wonderful...

Ring Ring

Just now i just met the rector personally.. talking bout my studies in UTP.. then he said that he will call me when they made the decision bout my state..

THen around 5.30 pm.. Ring ringggg... my handphone rang suddenly.. at that time i was watching Detective Conan Anime.. hehe.. part of my job on wasting time.. i looked at the number shown, and i'm not familiar with that number at all.. very well then.. THen, suddenly, i heard a voice that i quite familiar with coz i was with him just a moment ago..

My status has been cleared and i can continue my studies as usual.. haha... lucky me.. but i need to push my brain up to 150% max concerntration to make sure that i can finish it here.

HoUseSiEs..

kira and bebeh

anon and syuk

awang aka sublime

kai

dzul aka yoda

faReWeLL

well.. as far as i know.. this is may be the last week i'm in UTP.. it's hard to say good bye since i spent most of my time here..6 years is a long time.. how could such person forget everything bout that so easily?

i dont think so.. well.. i dont have much to say right know.. too sad.. jya~ mata neh~

pic: looking toward the future that havent been written yet...

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

Shizukana Yoruni

Shizukana Yoru ni; In the Quiet Night

shizukana kono yoru ni anata wo matteru no
ano toki wasureta hohoemi wo tori ni kite
are kara sukoshi dake jikan ga sugite
omoide ga yasashiku natta ne.

hoshi no furu basho de
anata ga waratte irukoto wo
itsumo negatteta
ima tookutemo
mata aeru yo ne

itsu kara hohoemi wa konna ni hakanakute
hitotsu no machigaide kowarete shimau kara
taisetsuna mono dake wo hikari ni kaete
tooi sora koete yuku tsuyosade

hoshi no furu basho e
omoi wo anata ni todoketai
itsumo soba ni iru
sono tsumetasa wo dakishimeru kara
ima toukutemo, kitto aerune

shizuka na yoru ni

English Translation

In this quiet night, I'm waiting for you
During that time, your smile has faded away
Now that a little time has passed,
Fond memories start to resurface.

At the place where stars fall,
I'm always wishing for your laughter.
Even though we're apart now
We can meet again, right?

From when has my smile faded this much
Since it was shattered by one mistake
Change only the precious things into light and
Go beyond the sky with fortitude.

To the place where stars fall,
I want my thoughts to reach you.
I am always by your side
Since I will embrace that coldness.
Even though we're apart now,
We will definitely be back together.

In the quiet night...

.......

well... it's been since a while i did last post in my blog..
there are so many things that have been going on recently... nothing that pleases me much... all the bad thing, worst case scenario.. arghh.. why the hell every bad thing that happen to me so fast.. after one another.. is there something wrong with me..? is there any big mistakes that i've done that i should be punished like this..?

i know that i've done many mistakes, sins... sometimes, it's out of my control.. everybody and i mean everyone in this world nowdays make mistakes.. but i dont deny that there are many others that have more problems, more sins and more headache than me.. but why? i know that He is testing me and in the other hand, that's the way that i pay for my sins that i've done in years.. but not as bad as now.. i'm not mad at Him for giving me this, but sometimes i felt it's too much.. i'm not as good as others.. sometimes i will be mad at myself when something bad happened.. not only for myself but to others to...

i dont really know what will happen to my life.. i tried to mould it as good as i can but nothing seems to be happening.. NONE OF IT..!!! what the fcuk happened in my life...!!!
err.. sorry for the emotional moment.. well, i dont think its neat tho story those of my problem in here.. just wanna do something that can take my mind out of it.. yare yare..

it's not like i dont to settle the problem of facing the facts, but when i do that.. it really sads me and sometimes it can make me angry.. it been already a few days, i rarely talk to my housemates and only if there's something i need or want to ask or they want, then i'll talk.. it's not like i dont want to talk or being happy with them, but if i do so.. may be it will someway or somehow, it will irritate them although it will happen uncounciosly.. i know they wont be mad.. but for me, its unappropriate...

i dont really know what to say right now... just ................................................

wHat a SurPriSE

well..my mom just called from home just now..
my dad's surgery will be performed this morning.. but i'm not quite sure what is the exact time the surgery will take place..

but right now, i'm still in kl.. what can i do other than saying my prayers for now.. i will go back to my home town as soon as possible.. it will be this morning also...

i felt that this journey will be quite a long one since my thoughts is going far far away... even the distance and the speed of the car that i will drive tomorrow wont change a bit (minus the facts that i will push the car to the limit..ignoring the speed limit).. i will still be a long journey to me...

well, right now i just do hope that my dad will be safe during the surgery and will recover as soon as possible.. may be this only will look like a normal blog, but this is what i felt during all these day actually.. this is my true feeling.. what's inside me right now...

aNotHeR uNeXpecTeD iNciDenT

well... there's another thing that i think i should put in here..

i did post a few day ago or maybe a week ago about my dad admitted to the hospital...
well.. it's not good looking for him and our families right now.. last 2 days, he was sent to Penang General Hospital to do X-Ray on him... he said that he suffered from the knee injury, i dont know which part of it or anything to do with nerves or muscles or even the orthopedic case..
then suddenly, my sis told me that he had to do and operation.. at first, i thought that the operation will be done at his knee.. but, i guess i'm wrong..

then, she told me that my dad had to undergo an operation on his spinal bone, yess.. the backbone, that kept most of our nerve system from any injuries as long as we live.. but then, i was shocked.. why did he need to undergo a spinal bone sugery whereas he said that he only hurt at his knee..

then yesterday, when i was driving to Taman Melawati, i ask my grandma.. why did he suddenly had a backbone problem.. then my grandma said that, nearly 28 years ago, when my dad was not married with my mom yet, he suffered a back bone injury when he fell from a pole when he's doing his job.. at that time, he was working with LLN, now called TNBD..

i dont know when the sugery will be performed, but i sure do hope that my dad will be fine... as far as i know.. after the sugery, he need to take a leave nearly 4 month to fully recover and undergo fisiologi therapy.. i just hope and pray to Allah that he will be fine...

well, the last thing i heard is that the surgery will be perfomed this Friday, 1st july....

sOunDs FamiLIiar?

hua hua hua.. its already been a few days after my last blog.. erm,actually i'm in KL right now.. but it seems so boring to me.. the weather is too hot even you dont want to go out in the afternoon.. i guess it may be can reach 35-36 Degrees.. hell, its hot out there.. hehehe...

well, i'm sure that i wont go out at this time.. hehe.. it been a boring day to me.. I dont know what to do.. all this while, i just eat and eat only since i'm here.. hehehe.. luckily or maybe unluckily, my 'perut' dah bulat sket.. hahahha.. what to do.. all i'm doing is eat only.. hua hua hua.. i just went to play badminton only once.. it's was last wednesday i think.. hehehe.. but i'm able to play only 4 sets, coz lack of stamina and hung my racket for nearly 3 months.. isk.. that a long time of retirement..

well, i guess this is what i can came out on this hot sunny day.. hmm.. but what i'm doing now is counting down the days where my sweetie will be going far away from me... so sad... you are always on my mind sayang..

yare yare~~

well.. the semester break has already been for nearly 3 weeks.. i havent done anything yet though.. my life is full with eat and sleep.. that what i've been doing this past 3 weeks.. hahaha..

well, life never been happier than this.. but,i do have some sort of down emotions...
my sweetie have to work far far away from me.. she already been accepted to PETRONAS Carigali in KK.. wth,Kota Kinabalu.. (awat la jauh sgt.. isk...)

i still have to accept that shw is going away to work... although its quite far away from where i live.. not just quite, but really far away.. at the end of malaysia.. uwaaaaa....

but i do want u to know sayang.. i will alwiz remember and love u so much honey... work as hard as u learn.. but do take care of yourself...

Expect thE uNexPecTed

It was a hot sunny day in my hometown, Kulim.. it was nearly 12 pm when i woke up.. demm, it's really hot that time..

after i woke up, i do as the usual.. keeping the house.. and anything that i can do up until my mom can fetch me and go to my grandma's house..

then suddenly i got a phone call from my mom... she said that my dad is warded in BM.. WTH, he just look fine the day b4.. then i asked my mom where and when.. she said that my dad was admitted just a few minutes ago in BM Specialist Center.. luckily, he's not in serious condition but he said that he cant walk properly...

i just hope that my dad will be okay and recover as soon as possible..

out for now.. going to visit my dad...

*sigh*

today is another boring day for me.. ermm.. what to say ehh? tomorrow i got final paper.. demmit, although i study and study, seems it cant go inside my neuron cells in my brain buster.. i dont know why.. it seems that it cant accept anymore of these numbers.. for the whole 5 years, i only live with numbers since i'm an EE student.. arghhhh... waddahell happen here..

the network for the whole interconnection between villages were disconnected suddenly.. shiitt.. i wanna play cz since i cant study nemore.. arghhh.. why are you guys challenging us, as students..? you guys think we cant do any unthinkable?

but for now, i kept on remembering my sweetie.. what's she doing rite now? hmmm.. missing her so much.. hehehe... take care deary.. (cam lari tajuk lak part nieh :p)

i hope that i can answer my paper tomorrow.. really do hope so..

this what happen when...

demit.. the net is still sux ess.. i dont know y, but it seem the IT DEPT is trying to do something weird.. AGAIN.. arghhh... it makes my blood boiling more then 150 degrees celcius... (darah aku leh mendidih sampai tahap tuh ker.. /?)
isk.. how long shud i endure this kind of connection.. its been 4 years including this year that the internet has been supplied to the students in their room..

from what i know, this u have a another back up server that runs on LINUX.. which make it more stable than a normal server.. i guess.. it's more stable than this werver we are using which run on win server.. arghh.. i just like to bomb the IT DEPT.. looks like they werent do anything.. googling porn webs, save it in the hdd.. like i dont know.. i'm not that NAIVE.. suxx ess.. watching porno during work time.. totally suxx.. but going berzerk when students do the same.. y? coz dun want the students get more than they have.. hehehe.. sorry suckers, our DB have more than you guys can image.. u.. arrghhh.. no mood to curse you guys anemore... makes no difference at all...

at last~~

i'm now preparing for my paper tomorrow.. rite now i'm studying.. but still i manage to update my blog..ahaha.. yeah fool, but its funny eh?!

hehe.. but i dont know why i couldnt concentrate at all.. all i can do i listening to my mp3s'.. layan jiwang.. aaaa, pliss... i got paper tomorrow.. dem u ned.. study study, benkyo benkyo.. arghh... pliss... somebody, dzul (my roomie).. take the xm for me.. hahhaa.. well.. benkyo time i think..~~

Tun Mahathir's Speech

ermm.. today, tun mahathir came to give a speech to the students and people around here at my university.. as the chancellor...

well, i'm suppose to be there.. hehe.. but as you guys know.. i slept.. haha.. what to do.. i'm too tired, coz i need to stay up to cover my studies for the paper day after tomorrow.... hehe...

i think this is the shortest.. i wrote in my blog.. keke.. well..

ja ne~~!!

StAr WaRs

jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng...
this time the sequel of star wars is showing how anakin turn into darth vader...
the scene started wif full motion cg showing anakin and his master obiwan try to rescue chancellor palpatine.. i was shocked to see the scenic if full of cg's.. and this is the time where we are blessed with powerful pc and software than can generate such of scene... wahahaa.. blessed by the machine.. we are.. (this is how yoda speak.. hehe)

along the movie timeline.. i only attracted to the cg not the story.. hOhOhO.. the story quite boring for me since they show mostly about the love bla bla bla... i hate that.. wahhaha.. talk and talk and talk.. then action for a few minutes... argGhH..

there are a few parts i like in this finishing saga..

1. errr, which part ehh... arr, when anakin discover that the chancellor is actually darth sidius who is the leader of the sith...
2. part where darth sidius is going to be apprehended by master dooku and other jedi, which is in a split second he can kill both of the jedi master with just 2 moves, and fight with master dooku.. very splendid shooting angle and nice fight..
3. part where master yoda, killed two troopers in just one moves.. demm fast...
4. part where anakin is starting to involve with the dark side of the force... he started to kill ppl just to save padme amidala.. the evil look at his eyes.. w00t.. demm evilz.. then he started killing people at mustafar.. hoho...
5. part where yoda and obiwan kenobi trying to get into Jedi Temple when the senate meeting took place.. hoho.. yoda jumping² like he's tall.. my little green fren.. hahhaa..
6. part where yoda fought darth sidius 1 on 1.. hoho... smookengggggggggg...
7. part where obiwan kenobi fought with his apperentice and cut anakin's legs and left hand.. demm fast..
8. and the part when ANAKIN HAS BEEN TURN INTO DARTH VADER... hohhh.. hohhhh...

i'll just give 6/10 for this sequel.. not as expected.. rush ending.. *sigh*

aRhHHh...

good morning ned...hehe...slept around 2 hrs, or didnt i? hmm...curiosity ere...demmit, i dun have the book to do my assignments.. arRghH... how em i suppose to do the assignments? hmm.. lets think...

i need to see my lecturer, demm again.. sure will get flame... ermm, well, its part of my routine since my first yer in this University.. well, this is wut happened when play² while studying... haha.. and this also the consequences when u reject the offer from overseas when u have the chance.. demm me... blame me... well, its all go now.. let by gone be by gones.. :)

just live the happy or (miserable perhaps?) life now... hehe, face it bro, your stupidity is beyond your ego..
(padan muka aku...)

we'll lets study for other paper now... let's find the juniors and copy their works, as usual... nice~!!

.........

it's already 4.59 a.m, and i still cant sleep..wut happened to me..usually,i slept around 2-3 am..
oh man,my body clock is out of order...but,by this time..i can feel the atmosphere around me..
so quiet, so peaceful...demm, my clock shows 5 am already...
well, i'm still updating my blog..hell yeah..it free... :p ..i'll keep posting and posting and posting...flood,hahhaa...
(kalau ada Aku^Seekor^IRC^Bot, sure dah kena kick nie..ehh,xleh sbb aku oper..hahaha)

erm, i shud study for my upcoming xm...but too lazy...for wut?and why?
arghhh...dunno wut to do anymore...demm, the RC book has been overdue for wut, errr 1 month?
hehe..sure will get compound..wakakaka..well, thats a senior life...really..hehhe..well,my roomie also has not been to sleep yet..he's wandering about where and what to do..i'll kick his ass after diz..haha..err, he's wearing a boxer...nvm, still can kick his ass..hehehe...

well, trying to go and sleep now..miss my darling so much...wanna dream of her..

FiNaLLy.. mY bIRtHdaY

hahaha.. at last.. after 1 great year i've been waiting.. today is my birthday..

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meeeeee
happy birthday to me~~

thank you thank you.. thank you so much you all for celebrating with me.. hahhaa..
celebrating my birthday just with my hoomies.. just go out and eat at mamak stall.. haha.. at least, there are people who cared bout me and know my birthday.. hehe.. just to be anonymous.. i got a lot of kill messages in the irc since it's my birthday.. actually, there's no one know about my birthday but suddenly, my friend vivre came with the killer message saying happy birthday.. then the killing party begun... hahhaa..

well, the first wishes come from.. errr.. hmm.. aaaahh... my lil bro and from my parents.. hehe.. they called around 11.59 p.m... dem early ehh... hehehe.. then i got a wish call from my sweetheart.. hehhe.. well, it makes me so happy to hear her voice..

mY LiL bRo...

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday dear fairuz..
happy birthday to you..

hehe.. today, my lil bro, fairuz is 13 years old already.. demm, time really flies that fast.. seems like it was yesterday he was born and i changed his diapers and feed him.. uwaaaaaaaa.. i missed that time very much.. now he's a big boy already, bigger than me.. aiyaa.. cant 'dukung' him anymore.. iskk.. i just hope that time can be stopped.. but it is not possible since this universe is HIS, the All Mighty Allah s.w.t..

all that i can hope for is that he will grow into fine man that can take care of himself, be a good person..
SELAMAT HARI JADI.. RAJA MUHAMMAD FAIRUZ..

ApRiL f00L..

ngeh ngeh ngeh... today is 1st april.. april fool day.. erm... what am doing for today... etto..etto..etto.. hehehe, nandemonai~~ (lets see, lets see, lets see.. nothing to do.. in japanese)

same routine every day i guess.. well, some of the juniors asked me to play hockey for the EE team.. but i still didnt give any answers yet.. dont know wether i should play or not.. seems too old already.. (am i that old yet?).. and they also say that there are already more tham 10 people are playing.. since the game is based on 9 player a side.. i guess, i wont play.. it's ok with me, since i played for EE team for quite a number of times already and for my university team also..

i guess, i need to start studying.. another 1 month is my examination.. well, i want to graduate wif my sweetheart and i want to finish this semester... arrghh, since i'm already extending.. wahahaha.. what to do.. its my fault for not being a good student since my first year here... LIFE GOES ON...

eRk...

time flies by so fast.. the semester continued after 9 days of holidays.. well i havent done much thou.. went back to my hometown.. spent time wif my family and friend.. repair my car.. aiseh, that one nearly 'kantoi' with my dad and mechanic since it hit the chasis.. huhu.. well, what's done is done.. they didnt notice or may be dont want to ask me even they know.. hehehe..
(slamat aku part nie...)

hmm.. hasnt much change in my univ for this past few days... waddahell, i just gone back to my hometown for 3-4 days.. haha.. but i still hasnt done my work yet.. not even one.. hahaha.. very lazy of me.. well, like my mom always say it to me.. "abg ni bukan tak pandai, tp pemalas..".. this is the sentence i heard since i'm in high school.. huhu.. its a part of daily lecture from my mother, and all the lectures she gave me is in english.. damn.. why should i be torchered with english and maths since my early age, 3 years old..

well, its started back when i was a lil cute kid live in alor setar.. i was taught by my mom since i was three years old with math and english.. all togather.. huhu.. since she graduated from australia, so her english and math are quite good.. and i always remember this in my whole life.. "selagi tak habis keje, jgn ngada² nak tgk katun.. mama tak kasi.." she pulled the plug of the tv just in case i didnt finish my work and watch those cartoons as early as 4 pm.. if em not mistaken.. in 1985, the tv program starts at 4 pm and show cartoon up until 8 pm.. huhu.. heaven at that time.. :)
(ehh.. aper aku merepek nie..?)

well, back to me.. i didnt any assignments yet.. hehehe.. well.. gtg for now.. i think i want to do the assignments orr... just.. err... play dOtA.. :p

Sigh~...

eRmMmm..it nearly 4.30 a.m..i still cant sleep yet,although i want to...
with the fizzles happening last evening and nite..i'm truly dissapointed...it's not the hdd,not the processor...damn the molex..shit~!!
it's just piece of connector thats worth not more than one bucks...demmit..it just not a molex...but its a psu molex..arghhh...waddahel...need to change the psu i thinkk....iskk...my pocket is nearly dry...aiya...
(kang aku pakai molex UV kang teruja la plak..dem u pc..)

i missed a lot of dOtA games today...demmit...its all about u,u f^&king molex..u ruined my day today...u will compensate me,u..arrRrrGggGHhhH

Waddaheck~?!!

aRrrRghhHH..for the fes time today...my f&^king pc crash...
god demmit..waddaheck...i didnt oc...

and for the fes time 2day..it happen when i play dOtA...arggGhHHh..shit...i leave in the middle of the game..but,i'm glad my team win...but,so sad..leave them 4 v 5...arghh...and it happened for 3 consequtive games...feel like throwing my pc into the lake...
(seb baik la aku tader duit..kalau tak dah lama aku campak ko dalam lombong,tau tak...demmit..)

miD sEmeStEr brEAk?

ahhh.. its nearly time for semester break.. is it funny ehh, junior are waiting for this break but seniors like us, hate it.. coz too many work to be done.. aiyaaa~~

why this kept happening to the seniors.. haha.. we only go back for a while.. just the matter of 2-3 days.. to see our parents and brothers sisters.. hehe.. well, what to do, its part of life for students.. i guess.. well, wether you like or not.. i has to be some kind of test for us to get through this life..

ganbate ne..~~

aTi RadEoN 9600 pro, here i come~!!

well, past few days a saw a bid at lowyat.net forum.. the forumer was trying to sell of his ati radeon 9600 pro.. demm i'm interested.. at that time, i just used fx5200 gc.. suk ess... it just a 64 bit gc.. wut can i expect from a high demand game..? LAG... arRgHh... sumtimes i wonder, how stupid am i that willing to buy that so called 'high end' gc when i know the performance will be worse.. hoho... luckily, my buddy kai interested in my fx and willing to buy it.. huh, settle then...

then i started to bid the 96, starting from 170.. then suddenly, the thread became famous coz the forumer, kingofvampire, put the price as low as 100 bucks as a starting price demm, cheap.. then there are a lot of people trying tp get hold of the gc, but i wont let it go so easily.. bid come one after another.. seems to ending to it.. i have to spent a lot of time watching the bid.. if anyone bid more the i am, i'll up the bid by 5 bucks.. haha.. let them suffer... as i suffered enuff looking for a cheap yet performance gc like this.. heh..

after a few days..
i won that bidding.. hehe, now i have to go to lowyat plaza, kl, to pickup the gc since the seller is more in COD person.. i have no choice but to go to kl.. after a few messages and meetings with my roomie, we dediced to go to kl a couple of days later..

at lowyat plaza...
when we reached there, its around 2.30 pm.. it was the time to deal.. we went to lowyat plaza after we eat at McD bukit bintang.. demm, there are sure a lot of hot chikas and mamasitas there.. huhu.. smokeengggg... muahahahha... then when i messaged him that we are already in lowyat plaza, he asked us to meet in front of compuzone, one of the pc shops there.. the we wait nearly 5 mins before he showed up.. seems like he's still suspicious... hehe, i told him i'm wearing a yellow and black stripe of adidas shoes, white air jordan cap..

dealing time...
then that guys asked us to go up another level since the place is too crowded.. i dunno why, but we looked at him like he's an illegal drug dealer... huhu.. no offence bro.. then, we check thoroughly the item b4 buying.. its a 1 1/2 year old stuff, must check for any defects, aite..? then the transaction went smoothly... at the same time, i was trying to deal with another forumer who is interested in buying my 512 MB ram.. after quite a few hours, he decided to buy my ram but asked me to send the ram first then he will bank in the money.. waddahell.. its not the way to deal.. but that time i already bought bt-d43 chipset ram.. demmit, i overspent since that guy want to deal that way.. arghhh...

on the way back...
we went back to ipoh around 7.30 p.m, with a plusliner bus.. i quite cold in there.. gggrrrr... then, that guy who want to buy my ram messaged me, he said he will transfer the the money into my account tomorrow and i will sent the ram to him through pos express.. DONE!!.. now, that the way to deal with people like this... lastly, i got my own ati radeon 9600 plus after nearly a year longing for that card...

VaLenTinE's aNy1?

huhu.. 2day its valentines day all over the world.. sales here and there, to shop..
leeching each others money.. couples trade presents between themselves wether its a small gifts or big gifts... maybe the loaded couple buy presents that are worth more than hundreds or maybe thousands of dollar.. well, rich guys dont bother about the flow of their benjamins.. seem like to them, the benjamins can secure their life and give happiness.. ermm, pity them or what..? i just dont know wut else to say.. seems to them, the benjamins flows like a river than has no end..

am i sad..? nahh.. nope.. coz i'm already greatful of what i have today.. i have a car (thou its my parents coz em not working yet..) i have a wonderful life that is... i have wonderful friends.. my wonderful housemates and last but not least the important one.. my family... i cherish each and everyone of them since they all give happiness to me..

all the sad things is that i sure do missed my darling since she's not here.. she graduated, earlier than me.. miss my moments with her.. cherish every moment with her.. i'll keep it in my mind and my heart.. thats a valentine moment to me... the sweet moment togather..

all i wish for is to be with her now and then... to my sweet heart..

I LOVE U SAYANG~!!

wHaT a wOndErFuL dAy..

today, my car will be released from the 'hospital' since she has been 'warded' for nearly a week..
demm, i cant go anywhere without my car for a week... arghhh... my parents didnt know bout this.. if they do, for sure my car will be taken back as hostage since they will say that i didnt know how to take care of the car.. aiyaa... all blame is on my shoulder.. konoyaro~~

well, since its has been a few days back when the car is 'warded', the mechanic promised me that it cud be done just in matter 2-3 days.. after 3 days i called him and asked about my car.. then he said that the car hasnt been done yet and i why is it so..? he promised me already.. shikesha~~

i kept calling him everyday since he say that he would finish my car as soon as possible.. dem.. i hate when someone made promises but never kept it.. then at last, my car was 'check out' from the 'hospital'.. i think he was annoyyed when i called him so many times.. think so.. hehhee.. well, dun make promises if you cant fulfill it... its just a matter of pride and dignity when you made the promise to someone else.. hehehe..

i took my baby for a ride after she has been 'check out'.. it seems nice to get a grip on the steering wheel back.. and though i felt something different after the accident.. well, you can expect much from a mechanic that doesnt kept the promises, aite?

thanx to kai that has been there for me through the bad time... thanx buddy..~~

yeah~!!

this is the moment i'm waiting for.. after a few days living without a pc.. how miserable my life was at that time...
use my roomie pc since he went to Kuching visiting his betterhalf and eventually my friend also.. demm nice.. hehe, well yoda, i hope u do well there..

back to my story;
iyyay just came back from kl.. i was hoping of seeing my new processor and mobo... at the first glance, he just say, "arghh, aku tak jumpa dia laa.." and i went complete down.. huhu.. then he showed me my new mobo and proc... yeahhh.. tq iyyay, dealing for my behalf..

i'm completely happy to see the new "parts" in my life.. heheh.. well, wut to do.. its part of me.. overjoyed when i have new things.. and i think everyone in the world do so.. aite?

welcome to my life amd64 2800+ and MSI k8n Platinum edition...
i hope u do well in my upcoming life...

dEmm tHe hiTtEr...

while i was watching move during this chinese new year break.. suddenly, i heard 'ting ting ting' at my mirc... demm i tot it's just killing message from another user...

well, suddenly when i scroll up, i saw my car plate numb3r has been advertised... demm, wut happen i say to myself.. the i pm the advertiser back.. and this how the conversation went;

me: "dude, what happened"
x: "are u the owner of the car?"
me: "yes, what had happen?"
x: "bro, i just hit your car just now.. just a lil bit"
me: "what!! how could this happened? izzit bad?"
x: "nah, just a small scratch..."
me: "how you want to settle this?"
x: "can i see u now, this my phone no.."
me: "ok, i'll see you at my car.."

demm, when i saw my car, its not minor scratch.. it has been completely SMACK in front..
waddahell, my car is in the parking lot and its the only car there and 2 free space at right and left of my car.. OMG, totally looks like a 20 years old car...

i went totally berzerk for a while but my housemate, syuk, cooled me down.. there's no use arguing and fighter all over this shhitt, since it happened already... then we ask him to compensate the damage that have been done to my car.. he looked quite trembelling when i say i will took nearly 1k to make it all done.. but i just say its my estimation.. we still need to bring the car to a foreman then we can know the exact price.. he said that he will pay for it coz he made my car look like a mini van dat have no face lift at all..

suit u right since u hit my car in the parking lot... demm..

wHen ThE 0Ld GoNe, tHe nEw oNE c0MeS..

well.. saying good bye to the old ones must be hard, aite?
same goes for me ere... saying to sumthing that i've been gone thru good and bad...
saying goodbye to my old pc is sumthing that i've never think about...

with that pc, from a dummy without knowing anything about overclocking, transformed to a overclocking mania... from a dummy not knowing anything about hardware, transformed into a hardware mania.. from a dummy who doesn't know how to assemble a pc, transformed to a person who like to 'cabut' motherboard and reassembled it again..

all thanx to my old pc.. but i had to let it go, since my demand on the overclock abilities getting higher and higher.. all of this, thanx to my sifus.. danial17, Iyyay and D`Addrio.. i learnt from them.. about the pc's ability.. about the hardware that compatible and need to be used to achieve the desired clock rate..

well, today the buyer come and see me.. satisfied with everything, i sold my mobo and processor for just RM250.. demm cheap... well, what to do.. the price is going down day by day... this is the only time i can let it go for that price...

good bye my baby.. amd athlon xp 1800+ and MSI k7.. i will remember bout the satisfaction that u have given to me... be nice to your new owner...

HhmMm..

any boring day... wut can i do today..? all i do is play game and eat and sleep..
not to forget, updating the blog.. hehehe... part of my is spending time wif sleeping and playing games... nahh.. wuts gonna happen to me.. me myself dont know...
em trying my best of not being obsolete in campus world, but seems i cant stop it..
most probably all of my frens were graduated and feel like lost a lil bit...
although i got other frens, but seem rather difference.. i mean in terms of going to class and do project since got frens.. well wut to do, my fault also.. not to study hard...

well, my current housemates are my seniors, but i know them for quite some time..
my roomie, which is my best buddy, UNTA@yoda is currently sleeping.. since he graduated last semester but doesnt want to make clearance, so he decided to be my roomie... most probably coz of our networks.. lots of new stuff coming out.. :p

well, most of the time we spend our time 'lepaking' and discussing about current news.. what is going on at the outside world, coz we live at an isolated area so called TRONOH.. hahaha...well, this is the only way we can reach and know whats going on... other than a 'slow' internet, and sux ess bigtime IT DEPT.. haha..deserve u right.. damn u for forcing me to curse u..

WuTs 4 2DaY?

shud i or shudn't i? ermmm, pity me...hahhaa...

still dunno how to decide, aRghhH.. the course registration is nearly over, or izzit over? hmmm, well.. we will know eventually... wahahhaa... eviLz me..

i shud be graduating already, but for some reason and circumstances, i cudnt graduate.. hahaha...
(bodoh btol aku nie..tak reti² nak grad ker... ;p) ...

well, extending is not a problem, but errr... i only extending one paper.. wakakaka... sengal btol...
and the funny thing is, it a FOUNDATION PAPER, whereas all the core paper i've already gone through bitter and sweet... demm em funny... ;p
(tuh bkn bodoh, tp pemalas nama nyer..)

well, everything has been done.. the past cant be changed already.. LIVE WITH DUDE...
(mmg aku tgh idup pun, kalo tak, tader la blog nie)

take it as an experience... learn from it...

and the day pass just like dat.. me wif my dreams or.. errr....

ErMm..My fIrSt bLoG

aaa....my fes blog...ekekekeke..selama ni aku tak penah ada blog..tgk org nyer blog ada laa..hahaha..
(chait..tuh laa..dulu tak mo buka blog..la ni dah tua² baru nak wat blog...buduh btol)

anyway...its nice to hear from u guys...erm,tq adding me as ur fren..
(pirah....aku yg add korang..wahahahhaa..ada hati kata korang add aku.. :p)

nice reading ur xperience in ur blogs...well..take care guys...
(aaa..aku buka sbb nak usha pic jer..wahahhahaa..lagi satu tgk korang nyer penulisan tahap naga)